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( Anyway You Want It )
Ahhh...Journey kicks mortal arse! I <3 this song! Anyway, so this week is going pretty good for me. I'm probably going to Grant's tomorrow cuz he's having a lil get together so it might prove to be fun! Then Thursday I'm going to Cullman to hang with Mandy! Yay! Then Friday I'm gonna hang with Andrew for a bit possibly and then go to City Stages with Blake, Mandy, Scott, and other people! Fun eh? Yeya! Love yall! Later!
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[12 Jun 2005|11:12pm] |
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( Save Tonight )
Ahh..I forgot how much I love this song! I'm ungrounded!!!! I'm out! Love yall! Later!
-St.Lisa-
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[12 Jun 2005|01:32am] |
How is it that 2 months after breaking my heart, you still haunt me? I can't get you out of my head. You affect every relationship I have. You've made me question my faith in people. I'm scared to trust men now. You've made me lose trust in my own boyfriend who truly cares about me! I'm scared to care about him. I'm scared he'll be just like you and break my heart. I'm scared he'll cheat on me, lie to me, and then leave me....just like you did.
Why can't you just leave me alone?
I want you out of my head! I don't want to be scared anymore. I just want to trust people again. I don't want to be bitter. I just want to fall in love without fear, but I can't.
I'm sorry, Blake for being scared to open up to you. I'm sorry I've pushed you away from my innermost thoughts. I know I can trust you with anything and I'm so sorry. I'm just scared to really care about you. I'm so sorry.
God, I wish I could forget.
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[11 Jun 2005|09:33pm] |
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Bored again...I'm always bored again! heh
Anyway, I've been trying to get a hold of Mandy for the past 2 hours! She was supposed to come hang out for a bit, but since I cant seem to get a hold of her I dno anymore. Kinda pisses me off but oh well. I'm sure she has a good reason. I'm also waiting for Blake to call when he gets off. Yes. He's at work. Doesn't life just suck big...hairy....balls? Why yes. Yes it does. I'm feeling rather bitter. I dno why. But I am. I guess I'm feeling kinda deserted. Like everyone ditched me. Hm. I'll get over it though I guess. Well, I'm out. Love yall. Later!
-St.Lisa-
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| 5 days til I'm ungrounded! |
[10 Jun 2005|03:22pm] |
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Your dating personality profile:
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. | Your date match profile:
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Athletic
2. Adventurous
3. Liberal
4. Funny
5. Big-Hearted
6. Sensual
7. Practical
8. Romantic
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Outgoing
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Adventurous
2. Outgoing
3. Funny
4. Athletic
5. Conservative
6. Sensual
7. Big-Hearted
8. Practical
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Traditional
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Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions
Wee! lol Well, tonight's gonna be a chill night I guess cuz Blake's going to see a movie with his dad and Crenshaw (aww! Male bonding time! hahaha) So yea. It's allllll gravey! I'm kinda sleepy. Bah. Mandy needs to COME HOME cuz I haven't seen my girl since Saturday!! I feel like I'm missing a limb! lol
-St. Lisa-
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[05 Jun 2005|12:21am] |
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List your current six favorite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same.
1) "Behind These Hazel Eyes" - Kelly Clarkson
2) "I Will...But" - SheDaisy
3) "Don't Phunk With My Heart" - Black Eyed Peas
4) "Mr. Brightside" - The Killers
5) "How Far" - Martina McBride
6) "Hollerback Girl" - Gwen Stefani
1)Mandy
2)Taylor
3)Richard
4)Heather
5)Stacey
6)Katie
Anyway, I'm going to the hospital tomorrow to see my granny. She's in ICU and I can only see her for 30 minutes, but she's doing better my mom said. My dad's gonna take me. Then mom's taking me to Goody's to get a new bathing suit. YAY! haha Blake asked if I'd try in on for him! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Yea, when I'm not so fat! lol But yea, he called a few minutes ago to check in with me. He said he'd call me tomorrow after he got up and we'd hang out. YAY! I've missed him this weekend, but he's spending some much needed time with his friends so yea. Well, I'm out to watch Dennis Leary!
Love
-St. Lisa-
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| It's been a while hasn't it? |
[04 Jun 2005|08:37pm] |
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Hm... I haven't updated in a while have I? I wish I could say it's because I've been busy, but that would be a lie. I'm grounded til the 15th but oh well. Life goes on.
My Granny's in the hospital...again. She had trouble breathing this morning around 5:00 a.m so she went by ambulance. How fun. Not. Anyway, I'll probably go see her tomorrow.
So Mandy and I had our own little girl's night. We watched movies and worried about our guys because they were having guys night! haha It was interesting to say the least. So yea. I didn't really get to see Blake last night and I won't tonight because he needs to hang out with his friends. I miss him dearly, but it's okay. He promised he'd call me later. As long as I get to talk to him I'm happy. Besides, I'll probably see him tomorrow. I hope so.
On the Blake front, we've been together for a little over a month now and I'm still really happy. We haven't fought yet which is quite the accomplishment for me! lol He's so amazing. I know I say that a lot, but if you've met him, you know how sweet he is. Sometimes I feel like he's too nice to me. lol But hey, I don't mind. I lurve him dearly and I'm so happy to have met him.
So overall, life is just fine right now. Not the best, but fine none the less. We'll I'm out. I think I might go take a nice, hot, relaxing bath and just chill. o0o...sounds like a plan!
Love
-St. Lisa-
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[31 May 2005|02:57pm] |
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I'm a Junior! Upperclassman! Feels like it took forever to get here. *dances*
So yea, Mandy and I are having our own little girl night tonight. I'll miss Blake, but that's okay. He needs to hang with some of his friends too so it's all gravvy! I'll give him a call later.
Hum*dee*dum
My life is good right now. Granted, I have some things to worry about, but nothing I can't handle. Love yall. Later.
-St. Lisa-
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[29 May 2005|03:43pm] |
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So here's my good-bye to all my IB/Valley people...this is gonna make me cry!
( Good-Bye )
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[28 May 2005|07:07pm] |
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GUESS WHO'S BACK AT GARDENDALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*dances*
I'll write a formal good-bye for all my IB/SV friends soon! I'll miss yall more than yall know!!
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ATTENTION ALL GIRLS!!!
So tonight is girl's night and then Friday we're having another girl's night! The boys are having guy's night Friday so yea! lol Anyway, we're going bowling at Pinebowl probably! I dno what time, but if you want to go, give me a call! The first person to call gets a ride there!
Anywhore, so life's going good actually! Blake and I are doing great! One month is coming up and he actually reminds me about it! lol Funny huh?
How's everyone's summer going? Mine's started out amazing! Here's a brief play by play!!
Monday: Me, Blake, Mandy, Scott, Carly, Stacey, Amber, Red, and Nick all went to Bluff Springs (?? not completely sure of the name lol) and went night swimming in a little swimming hole! It was so awesome! The water was freezing!! We met these nice people there that turned on the headlights to their jeep so we could see while we were swimming! I had one of those moments where I just sat back, watched my best friends in the entire world and my amazing boyfriend laugh and go crazy and I realized that I was truly, truly happy. It was amazing.
Tuesday: STAR WARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DUM DUM DUM DUM!!!!!! Good movie!
Wednesday: Girl's Night Out!
I'm out! I'm bout to go to Wally-World! Love yall!
-St. Lisa-
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[22 May 2005|02:35pm] |
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
I think that sounds like me....what do you think?
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[22 May 2005|02:12pm] |
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Hahaha so the movie was great! Props to Mr. Bloom for doing a great job! So yea, Blake took me to eat at Mellow Mushroom. It was really, really good! lol I had a lot of fun!! I love being with him. He makes me so happy!
Anywhore, I can't wait till Mandy gets back! MANDY!! I MISS YOU!!! lol Well, I'm out. Love yall! Later!!
-St. Lisa-
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[21 May 2005|01:43pm] |
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Your Extroversion Profile: | | Excitement Seeking: Very High | | Assertiveness: High |
| Friendliness: High | | Sociability: High | | Cheerfulness: Medium | | Activity Level: Low |
| Your Amazing Yoda Sex Line |
"Ahhh! Yoda's little friend you seek!" |
Star Wars Horoscope for Aquarius |
You can be cruel and torment people who disagree with you.
Deep down, there is a peace-loving, friendly side to you.
You have a knack for inflicting pain on people and use your intellect during battle.
Star wars character you are most like: Darth Vader |
^^ HAHAHAH! I'm evil!!!
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[21 May 2005|12:56pm] |
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So...first official date with Blake tonight! I'm so excited!! If I'm not mistaken, he's taking me to see Kingdom of Heaven (ORLANDO BLOOM!!!!!) and then we're going out to eat! I'm sooo very excited!! *dances*
Oh yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK! ~*Sweet 16*~
I'm out. I need a nap before tonight!! Love yall!!
-St. Lisa-
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[19 May 2005|06:51pm] |
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What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Mandy is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Blake. |
| You consider Carly your true friend. |
| You know that Grant is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Christina for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Scott is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Blake is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Nick is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Nick changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Carly is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Carly has a hidden internet romance. |
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[18 May 2005|07:09am] |
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Okay, so I'm at school where they have blocked Livejournal for *various* reasons! (aka: Retarded ones!) So how did I access this site? I'm just that darn good!! Actually, some IB person found this site that lets us get around it and I think mainly just IB people know about it. Kinda funny actually!! Nothing can stop us these days!
I have my Geometry exam next block then I am so outta here! 11:15 baby!! Yeya!
Anywhore, I can't wait to see Blake again. He makes me so happy! I just really hope things between us work out because he's such a sweetheart and not to mention a great person to just be around. *sigh* lol
I'm so glad school's almost over! I can die happy!! Except I have to go to summer school cuz I failed my 1st semester of Geometry. Bah! Oh well. It's only half a day and I can drive myself home when it's over. It's all gravvy baby!
Well, I better go before I get myself caught and in deep crap. Erasing Internet History!! haha Love yall and have a great day!! Later!
-St. Lisa-
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How is it that I miss him and he only left a few minutes ago? I'm pretty sure I'll see him tomorrow, but still. lol I love being with him. He can make me laugh even when my day's been the epitome of hell. I love that.
Look, I'm not sorry about my last post, but fyi, I'm frustrated with the whole situation. I was informed by TWO people that everyone was going to talk to her at the same time all together and to me, that's not right because it's very humiliating and would only make things worse. Everyone knows how defensive she can be. All I'm saying is if you have to talk to her, do it in private. You mistook everything I was saying. I am neutral. To be neutral means to have no real opinion about the situation and I don't. I just don't like how I was told things were going to go down. End of story.
I wanna talk to Blake again. lol How sad am I? Well, I'm out yall. Later!
-St. Lisa-
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